Colours of Life: Desember 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FILDZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH…. :))

Thanks for the surprises, the song, the cake, the give and the important thing, the hopes and pray. Thanks so much for my beloved family, of course my parent who always support and pray me as well. Thanks very well for all my beloved friends, especially for Rosi, Ijunk and Iis who give me the surprises, I’m happy. Thanks also for my boarden house’s friends, Ana, Karin, Chani, Rani, Susi, Fani. And also thanks for all of you who always be my friends.

Happy 18^th Fild, may Allah bless you. Amin

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Terkadang, kita berpura – pura bahagia untuk menutupi segala
ketidakbahagiaan kita. Bukan berarti , kita menyepelekan rasa bahagia itu,
bukan berarti pula kita menganggapnya murahan. Namun, karena mahalnya sebuah
kebahagiaan, tak banyak orang mampu merasakannya, bahkan mengucapnya.

Pada akhirnya, hidup ini hanya milik orang dewasa. Cukup
berpura – pura menjadi orang tua untuk melaluinya, atau berpura – pura menjadi
anak – anak untuk menghindarinya. Padahal, hanya sebatas menjalani drama di
dunia. Skenario ? jelas sudah tertata dengan rapi oleh Sang Maha Penata Hidup.
Cukup menjadi salah satu dari sekian banyak lakon, cukup menjalani satu dari
sekian milyar kisah. Namun, tetap saja.  Kita tak bisa mengelak, bahkan sekedar
bertanya untuk apa kita disini ? mencari kebahagiaan kah ? Hingga dedaunan itu pun
jatuh dari rantingnya, hingga bunga yang layu menjadi bermekaran pun pada
akhirnya kita sendiri yang menjawab pertanyaan itu.

Yah, adakalanya orang mudah saja berkata bahagia. Namun,
banyak dari mereka yang tak mengerti. Maka, aku tak ingin salah. Aku tak ingin
salah menempatkan kata dan rasa bahagia. Karena aku tahu, betapa susahnya, aku
tahu betapa harus berjuang dan mengorbankan segala hal, betapa harus merelakan
yang orang lain tak tahu, betapa letihnya hanya untuk mendapatkan itu. 

Dan berpura - pura bahagia pun, terkadang membuatmu kuat. Percayalah, Tuhan sedang menguatkan hati kita, bukan melemahkan. Karena Dia Maha Kuat.

Entah ,seberapa istimewa bahagia itu, hingga harus
mengorbankan segala sesuatu untuknya.

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Everything need process and sacrifice to get what we want
and what we need. Not as easy as we imagine it. 

Fault, problem, and so on… comes
just seems jump for us to build up our self strongly.

Live our life like there’s
nothing to worry. Go on ! whoever we are, and wherever we come from is not
guarantee to make a better life there. We still have “something” that will bring us
into eternity life.

Life is beautiful struggle, completing the uncompleted. 

Believe and remember ! God always be here, He 'll never leave us :)) 

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ALHAMDULILLAH… ALHAMDULILLAH… ALHAMDULILLAH…

Big event that we call it “SEGA-FEST2012” have been done, and success !

BIG THANKS I proudly present for :

1- Thanks God, who always wake me up, when I’m down , when I’m under pressure and all of the things. You’re really my candle.

- Thanks for my parent who always support me.

- Thanks for the SUPER OFFICIAL of SEGA-FEST 2012 that I can’t mention you one by one. Great team work ! I really proud of you, pals.

- Thanks for each HIMA in Agriculture Faculty that have a billion spirit to join this event.

- Thanks for all sponsorship that support in this event.

And thanks for someone there who always remember me “ALL IS WELL” and whoever pray for me, wherever they are.

Yap ! Finally CONGRATULATION for all the winner of the 7^th Agriculture Debating Championship and 3^rd Agriculture English Competition. I hope you’ll give you participations again in the next big event in this Faculty or outside it.

SEGA-FEST 2012 – Viva La SEGA La Vida :))

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Suddenly, I miss my old. I miss all of my life before now, long time ago. I miss my child time, when I can run, fall, cry. I miss my junior high school time, when I can meet new friends and we build a music’s group. I miss my senior high school time, I miss the time when I can play music well, I can share my feel with instrument, I can speak loudly, I can laugh freely !

I’M SO BLUE !

I miss the time, when I can dance freely. I miss the time when I’m proud to be myself. I miss the time when I can play act on stage in front of people who don’t know who am I first. I miss all of the wonderful things that I've before. Also, I miss the time when I’m still believe with all of my crazy dreams.

YES, I FEEL SO BLUE RIGHT NOW....

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A life that’s worth it’s not a wealthy life, not an honorable life, nor a long life. But life that you’re ‘a worthy person’ and makes other ‘worthy’ also.

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